Just Being Muaself....

梦想

2010-08-04T00:55:00.003+08:00

张小娴说：

“我们要去梦想那不可能之梦想。

当别人告诉我事情有多困难的时候，我会用这一句话来勉励自己。

当别人告诉我明天有多么悲观的时候，我也用这句话来安慰自己。

当别人告诉我不要再做白日梦，我会偷偷在心里把这句话念一遍。”

摘自《你微笑，我说谎。》

曾经，

出国念书对我而言是多么遥不可及的一件事。

一来，我的学校也只有一个学生得过奖学金出国，

二来，印象中，能得奖学金出国是件多么了不起的事。

所以，

它对我来说是真的很遥不可及。

在我活在这世上18年半后，

我终于实现了儿时梦想，

虽然长大后我也不敢奢望这梦想会成真。

虽然它还没成真，

但至少，

我已经为自己赢得一张飞往国外的票，

成不成功，

最后还是靠自己，

不稳定分子依然存在。

得知消息的那刹那，

我是跳了起来，

瞬间，

以为自己进入了天堂。

开学后，

才发现，

原来自己掉进了另一个陷阱。

那在我结束这里的学业，

真的能够使用那张票后，

我会不会发现自己再次掉进了地狱呢？

那天在系友屋里看见了她的座右铭

“自己选的路，跪着走也要走完它。”

多么悲壮的一句话。

可是，

我不希望我是跪着结束这段旅程。

这里的氛围很压迫，

看着身边的人都很努力，

自己没办法闲着，

会有愧疚感，

会觉得对不起纳税人。

所以逼着自己也要努力，

非常不像平时的我。

其实，

我没有很快乐。

CRUSH

2010-07-30T20:06:00.001+08:00

Do you ever think

When you're all alone

All that we could be?

Where this thing could go?

Am I crazy or falling in love?

Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath

When I look at you?

Are you holding back

Like the way I do?

'Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away

But I know this crush ain't going

Away

Going away

New image

2010-06-24T20:09:00.002+08:00

我的小小部落已经被荒废很久了

今天回来为它换一换新衣

也好久没有用华文书写了

真的很怀念

之前和朋友们说要搞什么华语作文联谊会

哈哈

到现在连踪影都没个

好朋友说

蓝色今年是我们肖羊的宝宝们的幸运颜色

天蓝色也好

清清的

让我心情为之一亮

说来话长

我还真觉得蓝色今年为我带来了蛮多好运

单是得到了奖学金出国一事

就足以证明它的带运程度

面试当天

我是穿着一身蓝色马来女装上“战场”的

当时我心里忐忑不安

深怕自己再次被拒绝

面试结束后

我决定把心里不安抛诸脑后

到Sunway Pyramid和妈咪一起吃了泰国大餐

然后到SS15 Taylor's把朋友接回家（我们住在同个公寓，但不同单位）

因为当时下着很大很大的一场雨

不知是很巧还是我真的很幸运

让我遇见了一个人

那人是我在做工时的一名顾客

也是Taylor's学生

在看见他的第一眼

我就认定他是个不错的男生

至少外貌上是不错啦

总之是个养眼的料

在拐入了那条街道后

我就看见了他修长的背影

车子缓缓驶近他身旁

果然是他！

不过我们注定就是彼此生命中一个不起眼的过客

看了就算了

我偷偷在内心里感叹

世界真是小啊！

我不明白

在周遭的人里

我找不到一个可以和我分享这种奇妙的人

我常常会为了一个小小的巧合而感到兴奋不已

是因为我认为人与人之间的缘分本来就来得很不容易

可是每当我和身边人分享的时候

他们却总是很不屑

纳闷ing~~

部落格

上面一朵蒲公英

太好了

蒲公英将是我最后归属

对于这次和蒲公英家族们办的营会

感言将在最后补上

暂时还没找到抒发心内汹涌感受的出口

其实我还不是很满意现在我小小部落的形象

再慢慢改吧

慢慢来

总会有满意的时候的

其实，我要的很简单

2010-05-13T01:08:00.002+08:00

你一直说的那个公园已经拆了
还记得荡著秋千日子就飞起来
漫漫的下午阳光都在脸上撒野
你那傻气我真是想念

那时候小小的你还没学会叹气
谁又会想到他们现在喊我女王
你哈哈笑的样子倒是一点没变
时间走了谁还在等呢

这杯咖啡忘了加糖
真不是我那麼伤感
世界太复杂你说单纯很难
我当然都明白

可是呀只有你曾陪我在最初的地方
只有你才能了解我要的梦从来不大
我们没有在一起至少还像情侣一样
我痛的疯的伤的在你面前哭得最惨

我知道你也不能带我回到那个地方
你说你现在很好而且喜欢回忆很长
我们没有在一起至少还像家人一样
总是远远关心远远分享

那条路走呀走呀走呀总要回家
两只手握著晃呀晃呀舍不得放
你不知道吧后来后来我都在想
跟你走吧管它去哪呀

这杯咖啡忘了加糖
真不是我那麼伤感
世界太复杂你说单纯很难
我当然都明白

可是呀只有你曾陪我在最初的地方
只有你才能了解我要的梦从来不大
我们没有在一起至少还像情侣一样
我痛的疯的伤的在你面前哭得最惨

我知道你也不能带我回到那个地方
你说你现在很好而且喜欢回忆很长
我们没有在一起至少还像家人一样
总是远远关心远远分享

可是呀只有你曾陪我在最初的地方
只有你才能了解我要的梦从来不大
我们没有在一起至少还像情侣一样
我痛的疯的伤的在你面前哭得最惨

我知道你也不能带我回到那个地方
你说你现在很好而且喜欢回忆很长
我们没有在一起至少还像家人一样
总是远远关心远远分享

我们没有在一起至少还像朋友一样
你远远的关心其实更长

刘若英-我们没有在一起

Last Reunion

2010-05-08T16:15:00.008+08:00

Woke up at 6.30am this morning.

Later than I expect, I can't hear my alarm ringing eh!

Haih~

I felt like my head was tore apart when I woke up.

*Good laa..called you to sleep earlier but you slept at 3am*

=.=''

Today I'm going back to Tanjung Sepat for the Hari Kecemerlangan in my school.

School that I've spent 5 years of my youth time inside there,

And hell yea!

I'm 18 and I'm legal now!!

No one can stop me from breaking school rules now!

XDXD

*Of course laa..You're not gov school student anymore*

That's the main reason I'm not going Form 6!

I don't wanna wear school uniforms.

*That make me look fat..even though I'm fat in fact..:S*

But I still love secondary school though.

A lot of memory is generated inside there,

I can't remember every little thing of it,

But the feeling just won't fade away.

We've been childish and argued over little things that we might feel ridiculous and funny when we're recalling back the memories.

But that's how we grow up.

The process may be hard for us, but it really taught us a lot.

When I stepped in my school,

The feeling was just so familiar,

And luckily the teachers still recognize me and I still like to joke with our BC teacher.

And I saw a lot of new teachers in my school too.

Can't call out their names.

I heard the old toilets were all closed down already and the new toilet is in use now.

Wondering how crowded will the new toilet be during recess time.

XDXD

I'm still regretting that I didn't go for a walk in the school and take some photos as this will be the last time for me to get into the school.

But never mind, I'll go and steal some pictures from another friend.

I knew he love to take photos, as he used to be a student reporter last time when we're still in school.

Haizz..12As also no use if I can't secure myself any scholarship.

This crazy fella is the best student for Maths, Add. Math, Physics, Biology, Chemistry and Sejarah!!

2 of us(Credit to Chiau Khoon). Another 2 of girls were sitting behind. Oh ya..Her name is Sim Yee, you can call her Ah Tan shortly! hahahaa

*We're the gang of 4*

XDXD

Emm..I think we used to be the nightmare of teachers when we're in Form 1.

Try to imagine it,

my friend(in the pic above) and me was punished to stand on the desk for talking in the class.

And during lunch just now,

She told me that she still remember what we're talking that time until we're punished.

Well, she said we're talking about FOOD that moment!!

*sweat*

And our form teacher even had to switch our places to avoid more complaints from other teachers.

XDXD

And oh yeah~

We did improve by now.

We IMPROVED our TALKING SKILLS now.

We can talk whenever we go!!

XDXD

The event booklet. Credit to Mr Lim Chiau Khoon. hehe

Neh Neh Neh!!

Saw that one in blue T-shirt and hiding behind the chairs?

That's our speaker in our gang.(Lik Hong!! :D)

And the pink one is the BROADCASTING STATION.

She's staying in the same apartment with me but different block and unit.(The pink one, her name is Hui Li.)

It's really good to have a friend staying nearby.

Once she said, our friendship had sublimated into something more closer and more similar to families now.

By the way, the way we're communicating seems really childish.

Just look the conversation below(translated from Chinese into English already):

Hui Li: Yu Jie~~~

Me: What??

Hui Li: Can you go and eat shit??

Me: Oh~

Then she'll be very happy ad..Weirdo huh? XDXD

Another conversation between her and SimYee:

Hui Li: Ah Tan~~~

Sim Yee: What??

Hui Li: Can you go die??

Sim Yee: =.=''

Emm..her words may seem like cursing, but don't misunderstand, it's just a way how we communicate and spend our FREE time.

XDXD

There's more lame things we're doing everyday or we can say EVERY MOMENT we spend together now.

We're apart now.

='(

Now I missed school days a lot.

The other friends as well..well emm..suyee looked a bit daydreaming..hahaha

I took this pic when they're talking but Lian Ai realized it and covered her face with the event booklet..Ish ish ish...==

Why I'm putting this pic of SimYee??hahaha

No idea..

Just miss them guys a lot~

Gotta go now..

Have to get ready for the dinner with my grandmother tonight.

So hungry now already.

@.@

Auf Wiedersehen!!

Recent Life

2010-05-03T23:40:00.002+08:00

I was trying to fill up my recent life with something else but obviously I can't.

I'm going more and more depending on my friend.

I went to find her everyday and we've seen each other 7 days a week last week!

That's horrible..>.<

But I think I've used to it already since her house is really near with mine.

XDXD

My heart get more confused as everyday passed.

I wondered how will my future be.

It's obvious that it won't turn out as I want it to be.

But God knows I really want it to be so badly!!

Study?

Family??

Friend???

Relationship????

Money?????

There's too much variables that we can't control in our life.

I just hope I'll have the courage to go through it.

Especially the dilemma I'm having now.

Just plenty of my friends knew about it.

I know the Rainbow is just over there.

My Rainbow.

My latest news!

2010-03-17T12:33:00.004+08:00

It had been two months ago I posted my last post in my bloggie~

I had left my little blog in dust! XDXD

And now I'm back.

JANUARY(JANUAR)

I went to work on January in Sunway Pyramid

In WINTER TIME

I had a good time in there

And I knew some awesome colleagues

They're really nice~

I think I'm lucky to work with them

Since I heard lots of stories from many people who complained that their colleague wasn't good or bullying them. Well, there may be some problems related to work, but it was not a really problem, Winter Time really gave me a good working experience~I talked and communicated with customers who came from a different culture, different language, different religion, different races, different education backgrounds and etc. They really made me understand many things. And normally after finished serving them, my colleague and me will gossip about anything, their friends, their life, and also last but not least...our customers! We'll nag and brag about some troublesome customers and scolding them behind~*evil smile*

ARR~it's normal la right? If we didn't express it, the rage will increase and at last causing huge stress on us..hmm..since we're still growing youths, I think we should relax ourselves by doing this. No harm right? haha!

FEBRUARY(FEBRUAR)

Time passes by and here the February came.

I'm still working in Winter Time.

But there's some change. My supervisor resigned! So that means only two of my colleagues and me, three of us will be working in the shop! And HEY! Three of us were all SPM leavers! O.o

We're helpless!T.T

Our supervisor resigned only after Chinese New Year~

Before Chinese New Year our company held an annual dinner in The Garden's Redbox!

I got took several pictures

But I'm lazy to post it here.

Whoever wanna c it can go to my facebook!

Actually I'm lazy to write every little thing of my life inside here.

I'll try to update my bloggiee more often next time.

zzz...

haha

And oh ya!

I've bought Super Junior Concert ticket!!

ROCK PITT B!!!

Who's having the same ticket as me!!??

Alright~I know I'm talking to myself..

No one will come to this creepy blog! *lol*

MARCH(MAERZ)

I resigned from my work a day before SPM release date~

That's the big issue for me!

My future!

zzz..

My mum brought me the way long back to Tanjung Sepat the night before my SPM release date~

Thanks her! *smile*

Oh! And her boyfriend too..

On the really important morning,

my aunt called me.

She's a teacher in my previous school.

She said Ashvinia, our top student and also my classmate had already knew her result even though our results haven't arrive yet.

She got straight A's and that's in our expectation! Congratz Ash! :)

And a couple minutes after that,

my aunt called me again!

She said I got straight A's too!

And OMO!

I was like going to cry!

Was that real??

Or she got the wrong information??

I tried to calm myself down.

And I decided to believe it only after I saw my own result slip!

My heart was beating really fast at the moment.

Around 11am, Pei Foong came and fetch me and we went to school together with the others.

An Indian teacher congrats me once he saw me,

=.=

I wanna know my results!!

But accident happened.

When I went up to the school office,

Our penolong kanan stopped us and scolded us to hell!

Hell ya!

I forgotten to bring long jeans back laa.

That's why I have to wear short jeans.

Can't you just forgive me???

Haizz..Don't care

When I went up there, my aunt was waiting me there already.

She handed over an angpau to me, and congrats me.

Its a RM300 angpau!

Thanks aunt!

That's a huge one!

keke

Well since we can't go into the office, so we went to the school canteen and wait for our previous form teacher.

There's a lot of stories but I'm lazy to tell it.=.=

And when I saw my result I was like *BOOM*

There it goes:

BM A+

BI A+

MM A+

MT A+

SEJ A+

PM A+

P.AKAUN A+

BC A+

PHY A+

CHE A

BIO A

KBC A-

That's what I want!

And its more than what I've expected.

A+ for BAHASA CINA??!!!

That's a miracle!

XDXD

And I get an 1A for my GCE-O English paper.*winks*

And also 1 for my LCCI cert.

I'm so satisfied.

*VICTORY*

SUJU CONCERT!!!!

2010-01-15T14:21:00.005+08:00

Well

There's a really huge news that I just found out today

SUPER JUNIOR is coming!!!!!!

Live in Malaysia,

Bukit Jalil!!

I'm going

But honestly I haven't ask permission from my mum

I don't think uncle and her will let me go if they know I plan to buy the ROCK PITT

ROCK PITT!!!

Darn~I want to go to the concert so badly

Well, we know there's some scandal about SM Town

About their management

But we can't blame the whole SM Town ppl just for a problem

I'm a typical TVXQ fans

I like SUJU too

But as much as TVXQ

But

I believe on the entertainment SM Town will give us

So, I'm going

And that's why I'm going too

I have no prejudice on the artist

Just prejudice on the human resources management of the company

Here's the info of the concert:

K-pop Super Boy band ‘Super Junior’ set to tour Malaysia in March

The K-Pop sensation continues to attack Malaysia with Super Junior, the biggest boy band group in the world to debut their Malaysia tour on March 2010 with their Super Junior, the 2nd Asia Tour, Super Show 2 Live in Malaysia 2010.

Organized by Redstar Presents, event managed by Marctensia and Warner Music as record label, Super Junior, the 2nd Asia Tour, Super Show 2 Live in Malaysia 2010 is set to kick off on Saturday, 20th March 2009, 7.00pm at Stadium Putra, Bukit Jalil, Kuala Lumpur. Super Junior last came to Malaysia for MTV Asia Awards 2008 but this time, it’ll be their first ever concert. The biggest boy band group will present their indisputable energy and showmanship on stage.

Super Junior started in September 2005, making it the biggest boy band group in the world. To date the boy band has released 19 albums that include soundtracks, etc. Due to different tier of demands, Super Junior is also further divided into sub-groups, namely Super Junior-KRY, Super Junior-M and super Junior-Happy that cater for different languages and market such as Korean, Japanese and Mandarin for fans of Korea, Japan, China, Taiwan and the whole of SEA. Not only that, Super Junior’s vocals as a group in acapella and harmonization are praised by the media.

One of Super Junior’s main attractions is their ultra-energetic dance choreography that embraces hip hop, street and break dancing that makes Super Junior a group of acclaimed b-boys that showcases their acclaimed techniques of popping, waving, sliding, liquid dancing, etc.; all featured in their MVs and live concerts.

To allow Super Junior fans to access concert tickets and grab the best seats, a pre-sale period will be held from Jan 18th, 11am onwards to Jan 29th, 2010. Concert ticket prices are categorized into RM138, RM238 (numbered seats) and RM458 (numbered seats and Rock Pitt). Fans can purchase tickets at T-Hop Zone, 6th Floor, Sungei Wang Plaza (in-front of Green-Box Karaoke). For every purchase of 2 tickets, fans shall be entitled to a limited edition giant poster, (500 pieces only) while stock last.

For more enquiries on the concert, please log on to www.marctensia.com, www.axcess.com.my or contact 03 2092 1199 (Marctensia Hotline) and 03-7711 5000 (Axcess Hotline).

韓流狂襲大馬演唱會舞臺
SUPER JUNIOR 320首次來馬開唱

韓流即將再次狂襲大馬，史上最大男子團體SUPER JUNIOR（簡稱SJ）確定于今年3月來馬開唱，為大馬哈韓族帶來他們的第二次亞洲巡回演唱會 “Super Show 2” 。

由REDSTAR PRESENTS榮譽主辦，MARCTENSIA為演唱會統籌，大馬華納音樂為唱片公司，“SUPER JUNIOR 2010亞洲巡回大馬演唱會Super Show 2”將于2010年3月20日（星期六）晚上7點假Putra Indoor Stadium, Bukit Jalil氣勢開唱。這將是SJ繼2006年担任前师兄东方神起大马演唱会嘉宾及2008年8月2日來馬參與于云頂舉辦的MTV Asia Awards 2008頒獎典禮后首次來馬舉辦大型演唱會，到時勢必載歌載舞跳躍大馬舞臺。

SUPER JUNIOR组合于2005年9月出道至今发行了19张不同的專輯，同時也在彈指間化身四个子团体- SUPER JUNIOR-K.R.Y.（成员圭贤、厉旭、艺声）、SUPER JUNIOR-T（成员利特、希澈、强仁、神童、晟敏、银赫）、SUPER JUNIOR-M（成员韩庚、始源、东海、厉旭、圭贤、周觅、Henry）、SUPER JUNIOR-Happy（成员利特、艺声、强仁、神童、晟敏、银赫），并同时进军不同领域如中國、臺灣及日本等市場，和谐的和声及合唱也都廣受各界好評。

另外，SUPER JUNIOR在早期的舞蹈编排上偏屬嘻哈舞蹈表演，演艺生涯里也少不了B-boy斗舞和表演。他们的舞风大致上可称为街舞，编舞主要是嘻哈成分，像popping、waving、sliding、liquid dancing，尤其他们的亮点“泡泡糖摇滚”混合舞如《Miracle》和《宝蓝色》更被特別關注。

SUPER JUNIOR剛于2009年3月12日发行他們的第三張專輯《Sorry, Sorry》，專輯在預購周就已超過150,000張。他们在這張專輯中改走成熟风的造型，由少年走向男人。主打歌《Sorry, Sorry》也讓他们首次登上 Hanteo榜单的第一名，并在近年內以狂風掃落葉的姿態橫掃亞洲各大頒獎典禮的組合、人氣、歌曲等無數獎項，除了人氣賣氣極速躍升外，也頻頻受邀出國演出。

在這之后，SUPER JUNIOR已全力展開他們的第二次亞洲巡回演唱會“Super Show 2” ，而REDSTAR PRESENTS與MARCTENSIA也在第一時間邀請SUPER JUNIOR來馬開唱，一解本地哈韓族期盼一睹SJ live演唱會的渴望與憧憬。另外，這一次的SJ首次大馬演唱會勢必可以掀起星馬一代的韓流風熱潮， SJ成員也將各顯所長，于演唱會中展現最精湛的歌舞技與讓人嘆為觀止的動作演出。

1月18日金河廣場6樓預購會送限量版大型海報

為了讓SJ迷提早購買最好的位置，貼心的REDSTAR PRESENTS 與MARCTENSIA也特別準備了500張限量版大型海報回饋樂迷。凡在2010年1月18日（星期一）上午11點開始，至1月29日（星期五）期間親臨金河廣場6樓T-Hop潮流地帶（Greenbox Karaoke前面）的售票柜臺預購2張演唱會門票即可獲贈“SUPER JUNIOR 2010亞洲巡回大馬演唱會Super Show 2”演唱會限量版大型海報一張，以此類推，送完為止。

演唱會票價分別為RM138, RM238(對號入座)及RM458(對號入座或搖滾區)。所有粉絲若想共襄盛舉，親身一睹SUPER JUNIOR難得來馬開唱的現場魅力，即日起即可撥打MARCTENSIA熱線：03-20921199、AXCESS熱線：03-77115000或瀏覽www.marctensia.com及www.axcess.com.my 以了解更多演唱會相關消息。

And here's the sitting plan:

I just can't wait to buy the ticket!!

I hope I really can go...

God Bless me!!!

Can't describe my mood now

2009-11-21T12:17:00.004+08:00

As title

I really do not know what to comment about m

y thinking now

In the past, I often being so stress and nervous whenever there's an examination

But now

The most important SPM has came

And I didn't feel anything

Hmmm...

I admit that I am really nervous about the 1st three subjects

BM, BI and SEJ

But now

I feel like I DON'T CARE

Even it seems like I'll get B for these subjects

also NVM

Yesterday went to Klang with my friends

And stayed at my friend's home

Actually we planned to watch 2012

But the online reservation is not available due to full booking

So we went to the cinema

And as we expected

ALL FULLY OCCUPIED

A WEEK already!!!

The movie is really terror

Maybe I'll had to watch it in PPS

It's really difficult to get the ticket

ERGHHH~

BTW

yesterday in JJ Bukit Tinggi

I bought 3 pairs of earrings~

We're in Banting's MacDonald~

The 2 earrings on my ears are the same pair

They use different design for the same pair

Wednesday

2009-11-16T18:00:00.003+08:00

Every SPM candidates are busy studying and revising..

But I just can't stop myself from doing this and that

Well

I just arranged my EXAM KIT

what I mean here is my stationery tools to use during exam

There is it

I know the case is LAME

But I think its good and perfect enough for exam candidates

It's transparent

And save efforts for both us and the examiners to check and suspect what is in your pencil case

Transparent enough

Contribution from Dato' Sri Ir. Mohd Zin

Ahli Parlimen Sepang

huhu~

SPM

2009-11-15T23:14:00.002+08:00

SPM is coming in two days time...

I have not finish my study yet and that really makes me feel sick

I do not know what will happen to me on the morning

Life is scary sometimes

After 14th of December

I'll be free

Free from stress and strain

But the next problem come

WHAT SHOULD I DO AFTER MY SPM?

I got few plans

But I do not know which one will works

I felt so tired of life sometimes

Oh yay!

2009-11-12T21:06:00.001+08:00

Oh yay!

My mum agreed to send me to ELS to learn advanced English~

So I can speak better and do better in my life~

haha~

lalalalala~

Be madly addicted with JGS recently

2009-11-11T17:56:00.003+08:00

Well

Who's JGS huh???

hahaa~

Those who has watched A.N Jell will know who I'm mentioning here

He's totally a cutie~

He's Jang Geun Seok!!

hHahaha~

Oh ya...

He's casting in the Beethoven Virus too~

OMG~

He's incredible~

Always Keep The FAITH along with CASSIES.. ^.^

2009-10-25T20:06:00.005+08:00

My feeling when I first listened to OPPAs melody and sound still lingering in my soul

They stamped and tattooed in my soul
That's what they called it
It is the TVXQ soul
I know there's repetition of TVXQ and Cassies posts on my blog
And for my friends who does not like them
May be annoyed to look at my blog
But I don't care
e e e e e, I don't care, e e e e e

OK
Back to the topic
3 years
I have spent 3 years with TVXQ oppas and Cassie buddies
I had been away from Cassies at some intervals
But I swear,
I still always keep in touch with the latest info of oppas and cassies
Everytime I saw the red ocean
No matter where and when
My tears will stop at the edge of my eyes
That's our symbol
Oppas faith
Our faith
We always believe in oppas
Just because oppas always keep their promise to us
They never let us dissapointed
Although there were some scandals before
Like Micky snag fans' cameras away
That's a rude manner
But before everyone blames upon him
Did anyone ever think about the reason behind his attitude?
Being an artist is a stressful thing
They have to face the media, company's demand to fulfill a perfect idol's criteria
It's not an easy job
It's tough
How could they bare with the strains at every moment?
They're not Gods
Indeed, they'll do sins and faults like the other ordinary human in this world too
Why don't the medias and antis just be more open-minded and stop finding imperfection in them
Its tiring for the artist and themselves too

Saw that "TVXQ NO.1"
That's the awesome work done by Korean Cassies
Wondering when Malaysian fans are doing these too...
Want it badly...

Power of Cassioepeia
This is it!

Long Post~

2009-10-16T17:42:00.002+08:00

It's really a long time ago since my last post

I'm tired in this week

Actually I planned to study

SPM is just a month away

I'm shaking

Deep in my heart

But duno why

I just dun hav the mood to study properly

That day Ash told me that BM is KACANG!

oooo~

BM is a BIGGG KACANG for me...hohoo

Aigooo...

I've photocopy one karangan book and two komsas book..

When will I finish them??

I've been playing computer games and watching variety shows for the whole week...

ayaa~So damn desperate...

WTH am I doing???

Jeong mal go min hae~~

Now I'm at my mum's home in Subang~

hehehe~

Going shopping tomorrow..

To buy some winter accessories...

For my China trip this end of the year..

I'm going to Qingdao...

There's just a sea between Qingdao and Korea~

I hope I can see Korea~

(@.@ pabo!)hahaha~

I'm so excited to go shopping tomorrow..

Duno why...

I'm like an idiot...

It's not rare for me to go shopping actually...

Haha~

Going back Taiping on Sunday to meet my aunts..

And we're going Ipoh to "baibai"

Hope that the God we're going for can cast some spell on me

So that I can be more concentrated on my study...

HoHO...

A month left for me...~

@.@

Physics and my trial result

2009-10-03T16:05:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was Friday
The last school day of a week
Kinda busy
I have to help my form teacher and another teacher complete the scores in the buku kokurikulum
At last, I brought back my class' books and complete it at home
The another teacher's class, I didn't do it
Arghh...busy laa..
I wanna help him actually
But yesterday my BM teacher finally finish our papers and I have to check if there's any marking error
So I told his daughter I'm sorry that I won't be able to help her father yesterday
And my class' one
I brought it home and had completed it yesterday night

OH YAA...
Yesterday
I got my National Physics Quiz Bronze certificate
OMO!
I got Bronze in the quiz
That's a surprise
I never think that I would get it
Although I really want it
That's a bonus for me
hoho...
That made me wanna study in Physics in college
But Mr Tay said Physics in more and more difficult in college and university
Arghh....
What should I do??

The second thing is
my trial exam's result is complete now
Have 12A1
But the grade system has just changed today
So what to do??
No more straight A1s
buuu~~~

BAHASA MALAYSIA: 76--------A1

BAHASA INGGERIS: 81--------A1
BAHASA CINA: 79--------A1
MODERN MATHEMATICS: 94--------A1
ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS: 85--------A1
CHEMISTRY: 86--------A1
PHYSICS: 87--------A1
BIOLOGY: 86--------A1
SEJARAH: 81--------A1
PENDIDIKAN MORAL: 79--------A1
PRINSIP PERAKAUNAN: 83--------A1
KESUSASTERAAN BAHASA CINA: 79--------A1

Have to work more harder to improve

天将降大任于是人也，必先苦其心志，劳其筋骨，饿其体肤，空乏其身，行拂乱其所谓。

Unusual

2009-09-30T00:54:00.002+08:00

My life was kinda abnormal recently
I slept late
And I get more and more energetic every night
That's not a good phenomena
Cause I'm gonna have my SPM in 50 days more
That's really horrible
50 days~~
OMGOSH!!
I tried to be more hardworking
But I don't think that really works on me

P/S: Got most of my score ad...I will post it up after I got all my scores...I'm a bit upset that my MM just got 94...I expect I can get at least 95 at first..But forget it..At least it is A1 now~

Fun Facts about TVXQ...^o^

2009-09-27T18:54:00.000+08:00

Though Changmin may not look like the Casanova of the group, he certainly is.
Yunho tends to sleep with his mouth wide open. The members say it’s a problem he’ll never be able to fix. Jaejoong finds that very embarrassing, so he does Yunho a favor and puts a blanket to cover his face.
Junsu eats really quickly.
They have all had girlfriends in the past and have all gotten their first kisses (Yes, including Changmin).
The five of them have many female celebrity friends. However, regular women are the ones that win over their hearts.
Yunho appears manly, but when the cameras are off, he acts the cutest.
Jaejoong makes weird, exaggerated expressions while sleeping.
Jaejoong, Yoochun, and Hyunjoon (from SS501) are all great friends. They never bring other people along when having a get together.
Jaejoong and Micky are drinking buddies.
Changmin doesn’t like to drink with his hyungs, he’d rather drink alone.
Junsu talks to his twin brother, Junho, on the phone more than a guy would talk to their girlfriends.
Yunho is very forgetful.
Yoochun is not a night person, nor is he a morning person.
Both Junsu and Changmin can’t drink very well.
Yunho is very bad at games, he’d push a few buttons and he’d already lose. His argument? “I’ve been called the Game King, but I have yet to show the members.”
Changmin doesn’t show his inner feelings/emotions. Rare times like the 2008 MKMF where he was overcome with happiness and cried.
Yoochun loves playing games and he believes he’s good at them. Therefore, he never has any rules.
Jaejoong’s cellphone contains many candid shots of the members (Ex. When they’ve just finished showering, are using the restroom). He says that he loves the members very much and he wants to be set apart from other people by having something nobody else can see.
Changmin is currently learning how to play the guitar. He would love to perform playing the guitar one day.
Jaejoong really likes to expose himself.
While Junsu loves games too much, Jaejoong shows no interest in games.
When Yoochun sees an attractive girl, he’s unable to take his eyes off of her.
Junsu doesn’t really have a sense of style. When going shopping, he’d buy the full outfit on the mannequins.
Yoochun likes to roll his pants up. It’s a new style he’s trying to endorse.
Yoochun (as well as the rest of the members) are very supportive of SHINee. Before their debut, Yoochun would always buy food for them and supported them by fiving them advice.
All members now have their ears pierced. Jaejoong had/has nipple and belly button piercings. Most say he has taken out the nipple piercings but still has the belly button one.

Always Keep The FAITH

2009-09-27T18:38:00.003+08:00

~Things will never gonna be the same if you're absent in my life~

泪

2009-09-27T18:19:00.002+08:00

当初的一份执着
造就了今天的你我
如今
一句交代也没有
谣言漫天飘飞
我的心已麻木无感了
只期望事情快点有个结果
好让心再次踏实起来
当天友人说你们坚决不解散
我的心不知有多欣悦
在米俩胸口上的铭刻
真的是大家的坚持吗
每晚临睡
听见你们以前的歌
我多么希望一切可以回到从前
我可以每年都期待你们的新专辑
可以期待你们的演唱会
好不容易等到我快中学毕业了
我快自由了
我就快有本事想办法到外国去看你们了
你们却要被谣传要解散了

每次我跟别人说你们不一定会解散的
但我自己心里知道这都只是自欺欺人
事情都到了这地步了
照SM公司的作风
应该很难再容忍在米秀了
解散后仅存的日本合约又能维持多久
日本活动想必也是存在危机
即使有那份日本AVEX合约又如何
它的有效期只剩多久？？
在那之后呢？？
我真的不敢再想像那么长远以后的事

我只知道
无论你们五只做了什么样的决定
我们仙后依然会在你们背后支持你们

~ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH~

Mood for blogging

2009-09-27T13:15:00.002+08:00

My mood to blog has been gone for so long and long
It's not a good phenomenon
XD

Well
My holiday had passed away faster than I've expected
After finishing Monday night's physics class,
I've been excited
Because I'm going my mum's home on Tuesday
And on Wednesday,
I'm going to have my passport
My first passport ...
Erghh...
I've never been out of Peninsular of M'sia since I'm borned
17 years ...
Hmm..
Almost 18 years..
XDXDXDXD
The reason I'm having a new passport is I'm going to China this december
Maybe....
Maybe only...
As long as my registration form haven't been sent out
Everything is an unknown
I've got ranking in the Chinese Culture Quiz
Organized by Embassador of China co-operate with an alumni of Malaysian students in China universities I think
I'm not really sure about it
And I'm qualified to go for the Winter Camp in China
I've checked the location of the camp's venue online
The place is near the sea
And right across the sea
It is the South Korea
Ohhh...
Everyone knows I wanna go there badly..
=(

BTW
After finished everything in the Imigresen Office
My mum and I went to Bukit Tinggi to fetch two of my friends
They went here(Subang) and stayed in my hse until Friday

Wednesday
Actually they planned to go Sg.Wang to shop
But I told them I was tired
I slept 3.30am laz nite and woke up at 7am that morning
So, we went home to have a rest 1st
My mum agreed to fetch us to the KTM station behind subang parade on evening
But
After rest
We didn't really went to KL
hahaha...
Honestly
I'm really lazy to go to KL
To get stucked with crowds
Annoying!
At night,
My friend's bf came and bring us to Cheras Pasar
I've bought many things which are unnecessary
hahaha....
But watever
As long as I'm happy,dude
We bought some titbits and went home at 1am or something
My friend sent her bf back to his home and drove his car back to my mum's house
So we have transport for the next day
Oh ya,
I've had a hair cut at The Snips in IOI mall that day
No new image
Just my hair shorter and more comfortable

Thursday
We wake up at noon
After shower and everything's ok
We're out for our "breakfast"
After breakfast
We went to Summit to buy movie tickets
Someone told me that Pyramid's cinema was full and no more tickets
After buying tickets
We went to Pyramid to shop
I've done pedicure in the Asian Avenue
Just some simple decorations
Because I just accompany my friend to do it as she has an event on Saturday
She done both manicure and pedicure
French style
The girl who served her is 92 year borned
She's same age as us
But she don't really look like our age
She looked more mature than her actual age
XDXD
At night
After dinner we went to Summit for the movie
TSUNAMI IN HAEUNDAE
OMG...
This movie was just so awesome!!
It's funny, touching and sobbing...
I've cried inside the cinema
I'm wondering if anyone saw me crying
Hopefully no...
Hahahaa...
After the movie we went to IOI for REDBOX!!!
And reached home at 3.30 am
I quickly packed up my things and head to my bed
We have to wake up on 7 am the next morning
Because we have Account tuition class on the next morning in Banting

Friday
Nothing special on this day
We have acc tuition from 10am to 12pm and 1pm to 3pm
At the second class
I just can't bare my sleepy eyes
They just like gonna close up
So damn heavy

I'm thinking why my holiday was so tiring
But it's okie
I'm having fun
After singing Karaoke in the midnight
It felt excited to stay up at outside until so late alone v only my friends
haha...XDXD

Sunday Morning

2009-09-13T11:04:00.003+08:00

I've forgotten the date recently
All I remember and still remain in my mind is MONDAY, TUESDAY, etc.
Exam's driving me crazy.
Although I don't really wanna admit it.
Yesterday morning,
I found myself crying in my dream.
That wasn't really a horrible dream.
But it make me realize that I care really really much of my result.
In that dream,
My chemistry paper just got C,
But I've expected I'll maybe getting at least A2 for it.
I've cry and cry badly in the dream until I wake up.
And I found out that my cheeks were immersed in salty solution.
Well, I don't know myself would cry that badly for a C.
I've tried to get 9G for my chemistry before.
But well,
That's the first time, and also the last time.
No more 9G and C's afterwards.

I'm having physics paper tomorrow.
Thursday, I went for tuition.
It's the second time mr.tay combined both class together,
because he wanna rush.
He wanna finish the remaining chapter "Radioactivity" before Monday.

I've tried to go there early because I know those idiot bitches would just sitting on my place and act like there's nothing wrong.
But, they're still there earlier than me.
WTH!!!
Are you rushing to hell??!!!
That girl sat on my place, as I expected.
The water is boiling aggressively in my body.
FINE!
I'll sit in front of you!
She talked to me once she saw I'm sitting on that place:
"Oh, you're sitting on XXX's place..."
"WELL, YOU'RE SITTING ON MY PLACE ALREADY~~"
I tried to give her a SMILE,
I think it's a fury smile,
And it's ugly thou.
"Oh really?? But I've been sitting here no matter for Physics or Chemistry tuition..hehehe.."
So, what's the matter??
I don't care.
That's the place I've been sitting every time in Physics tuition class.
Then when XXX came,
She look at me and showed a bitter look to me.
I rose my lips to a U-shape.
And stretch back the lips line immediately after a glance.
You'll have to blame that person for losing your seat.
I would not have been that mean if I didn't learn about the cruelness and fakeness of these ppl few weeks ago.
I used to be an easy-going person to everyone.
But not to them now.
They would not know how to appreciate someone who talks about the truth.
They appreciate people who are fake and honey-tongue person.
Fine then.
I also hate those people who was always acting like I won't cheat on my exam, I won't ask answers from my friend nor peek in the books during exam.
But the fact had letting me down.
Look,
Just a trial exam,
Already revealing so much ugliness of humanity.
Makes me feel annoying.
Everyone of us are getting the same tips for exam and we paid more attention on the tips.
Everyone has the same chance to score.
Why would these shameless bitches cheat since they've already get the tips!!

I beg the God to give punishments to them!
And pray that they won't do such idiot and shame attitudes anymore in the real SPM!
They'll end up really really bad if they are caught to cheat in SPM!

LAST 11

2009-09-09T19:33:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is the last 2 papers for this week
And 9 more papers to go next week
The stressing Biology paper finally ended
I've been sleeping at 2.45 a.m and woke up at 6a.m this morning
That's really exhausting
Tomorrow having Chemi paper 1 and 2
I'm really tired and felt like getting pitam the whole day
=.=

Gotta have a nap now
Lazy to write more
Ta

Coming Trial schedule

2009-09-05T14:18:00.002+08:00

Tue: Account p1,p2
(not reli worry bout this subject if compared v the pure science subjects)
Wed: Bio p1,p2
Thur: Chemi p1,p2
Fri: OFF DAYYY!!!!
Mon: Physics p1,p2
Tue: Chemi p3, physics p3
Wed: Math p1,p2
Thur: Add math p1,p2
Fri: Bio p3

Just 6 more subjects to go
I just slept for six hours for today
I'll be very sleepy later
XD
The bio paper is coming
But i din feel like studying it
Lazy~~
How to chase my lazy worms away from me??
Haiz!

GD MORNIN AGAIN

2009-09-05T06:03:00.000+08:00

People are awakening
I'm going to sleep
Big contrast
haha
XD

MORNING!!

2009-09-05T05:24:00.003+08:00

It's 5.40am now
Kinda "early" huh
おはいよ！！
It had been a long time
Since the last time I stayed up till morning
There's no one in my fb checklist
actuali there are some people who are still staying up like me
I think Im not suitable to stay up until morning like this
This makes me feel uncomfortable
My head's like spinning sometimes
My whole body was like swaying front and back when I'm typing
And my teeth!!!
They're pain when I pushed them

I've planned to finish my add math tuition homework
but i din manage to do as wat i've planned
that's bad
Trial is just only two weeks to go
I think they'll end fast
Coz time passes by rapidly too
XD

Today was the 1st time for me to find out that I'm running out of time when I'm taking moral paper
And pn lim had finished marking our chinese paper
I got 79 for chinese
that's dangerous
I can't afford to lose another A
That's my mother language thou
btw
I'm worried for my BM paper
my BM teacher is a snail or turtle or watever u can call an animal which is slow
His working rate was low and so as his efficiency
Arghh....
Mayb I'll hv to wait for a month for BM result
Damn!

I wanna travel overseas!!!
Ashley just offered me a trip to Austria today
I just have to pay for my own flight ticket and personal expenses
The others like accommodation and meals are prepared as she's staying v her aunt if she goes there
But unfortunately
my mum said no
As what I've said
The chance for me to go is thin and thin and thin and thin
And look!!
haizz....

It's almost 6am now
erghh...
Im sleepy and having swelling eyes
Oh ya!!
Today I went to Jabatan Perbendaharaan in Banting v my frens to pay the fine for parking without paying parking fee
The whole office was just like
SHIT
the speed was slow!!
When I went there
I got number 108 and I sat down to wait for my turn
It's no.98 on the screen
There's 3 payment counter
one closed
two was operating
Well
Residents were there just to pay they fines
I thought that it would be fast to be my turn
But they're like
Damn so slow
I've waited for half an hour to be my turn
from no.98 to no.108
Just 10
They're two counters operating initially
Then the 3rd counter opened too..
But the fact was still that we've waited half an hour to pay our fine
10 ppl, 3 counters(2 at 1st, 1 opened later)
They're average time taken for each customer was 5-10 minutes per person
Rage when waiting there
And we'ew nearly late for tuition!!
=.="

My eyes are reli closing!
argjjhh..
LMAO

DESPERATEE!!!

2009-09-04T01:38:00.002+08:00

I've made a phone call to the AFS office today afternoon

Haiz....
As I predicted
And not as what I hoped
I WAS REJECTED
I WASN'T OFFERED ANY OF THE PROGRAM
NONE!!!
urghh...
That's really bad
I wanna go Japan, Korea, Belgium, Europe, anywhere!!!
As long as I can experience new life

Mummy...
Why u dun wanna give me the money to apply for the paying program??
Maybe I'm going if I have that money
The PRESTIGIOUS scholarship is not easy to apply
I'm a failure
Forget it
I have another plans
For post-SPM
XDXD
Kenken just invited me to go Sarawak v her after SPM
That sounds fun
Going ourselves
If we're really going laa
And also Pulau Redang
I can't stop imagining joys I'm going to have there
But getting permission from mum is another issue to consider
Since she never meet Kenken
I have lots of plans in my brain
I even want to host an exchange student after SPM
When I move back to Subang
Since I can't go
And there's no other chance for me to go overseas to experience foreign high school life anymore
Hosting an exchange student is a good option too
Gonna discuss v mummy

Marilyn Monroe

2009-09-01T15:12:00.003+08:00

Read about these words in a friend's bloggie~
Love it

"A wise girl kisses but doesn't love,
Listen but doesn't believe,
and leave
Before she is left."
-------------------
Marilyn Monroe

That's what she said
That's the wisdom she gained after being inside of the complicated world for years
She's a legendary female!

Finger hurts

2009-09-01T14:52:00.002+08:00

I've been writing continuously for 2 hours twice today
Both for BM paper
I wrote 9 paragraphs for the long essay in the Section B of Paper 2..
Regret for suffering my own fingers to write stupid essay so long
I always can't get my ideal score for long essay here
Although I wrote really long for this section
This essay worth 100 marks!!!
For the section A in P2,
..................
I didn't do any checking on it
There's only 30 marks for that part
My friend was lucky
She search for some essay online
And the essay she got perfectly suits the question in our paper
My finger really felt pain
Poor my finger~
T.T

Having English paper tomorrow
Sejarah paper on Thursday
Moral paper on Friday
I haven't study for Sejarah yet!!
ThAt'll kill me
I'' have to finish 2 year's Sejarah syllabus in an afternoon and a night
@.@
I think I'm dead!!!
God save me!!

We write to learn from mistakes

2009-08-29T02:45:00.004+08:00

写好了刚才那篇

才发现自己原来还是无法得心应手地使用英文表达我所想要表达的
有时仍然词不达意
但不要紧
我会再加紧练习的

今天歌唱比赛的时候
baubau跟我说艳玲姐今天下午有来tanjong sepat
是带学生来
一日游
丽丽姐去找了她
她们是大学同学
我就去问丽丽姐怎么不把艳玲姐留下来
让她看看这次的歌唱比赛
想一想
也真的好久没有见到艳玲姐了
不知道她怎么样了

又再一次待到那么迟
都凌晨快三点了
好累
可是眼睛却不想合上
好困啊～～

刚刚在比赛现场时
偷拍了JACK陈志丰的背影照
哈哈
I'm a stalker
应该没关系吧？隔壁那位红白格子衣的
应该是他的歌唱老师吧
是今晚大会请来的评审之一
哈哈

Singing competition...LOVE it!

2009-08-29T00:53:00.002+08:00

Just now went to singing competition organized by my juniors~
They did it just good
Better than the competition I've done with my frens last year
uhh~
So malu~
They did really good!!
And better than us a lot!!

I didn't take any photos tonight
My handphone's camera pixel is poor
So mayb I'll take the pictures from my friends who had took pictures

The participants had done their best tonight
but there's still some participants was singing like:
errr...
sound cracking...
or
running away from the pitch
XD
but its okay
i can't guarantee that I won't become like that when its my turn to singing on the stage
There's a guy who's singing like an uncle(Sorry boy...>.<)
But in fact, he's oni 17( I think...)
the judges said that he shud try to sing more modernly in this singing competition because this is a secondary school competition
I think that's really hurt
He cried when he walked away from the stage
This guy
I heard that he've done many performances before
And I think this is the 1st time for him for being criticized like this

The champion and the 1st runner up
It's not strange for us to see them getting the prizes
They deserve it
They sang reli nice
ya...
tanjong sepat student
Don't low estimated kampong girl kampong boy
We're not weak
We're rising up
hehe~~XD

the performances brought by AJKs were nice too
they got modern dance, traditional dance, belly dance, diabolo(chinese yoyo), keyboard, GUZHENG(chinese traditional music instrument)
I think the most attractive performance was the diabolo and belly dance
I heard many screams from behind
I'm sitting at the 2nd row
so the sounds all from behind
lol
me, myself screamed too
haha
the most attractive thing was the glowing diabolos!!
they put a glowing stick at each end of the diabolo
and they switch off all the lamps at the place
the diabolo was made of transparent plastic
so we can see the glowing light clearly in the dark
but it felt SPOOKY
it's the 7th month in the lunar calendar now
And the venue is just beside the beach
I'm just wondering if I would see something white floating in the air when they switched off the lamps
>.<
and obviously
I thinked too much
haha

TIred & ExHauseted

2009-08-26T23:58:00.002+08:00

Relationship which had been maintained for more than a year
I found sort of problems in it recently
but still duno how to solve the problems
it's kinda complex
difficult than ADD. MATH and CHE
at least ADD MATH and CHE have formulas to solve the questions
but tis relationship problems
we'll never solve it until the character in the relationship understand each other well
what can i do?
haizzz.....
I can do nothing!

aT SEpang Goldcoast

2009-08-25T12:49:00.003+08:00

Last Saturday
went to Sepang Goldcoast with mei tee, her bf, her sis and sier kim
we took some pictures in the toilet
haha
the light was just perfect for photography...
Gosh~my skin look nice in ther
but in the fact,
my skin quality was so poor
DX

well
the place was so perfect
the sand was white and fine
we can see the building resort that extends out to the middle of the sea which shapes like a coconut tree
but the vision was not clear actually
because it was night and there's no any artificial light around there
But the feeling was just nice to sit there and chit-chatting
We talked a lot of gossips and study stuff
Mei tee's bf said he's bored to listen us talking bout study
XD
but what can he do
he's the only guy there

we saw Famine 30's participants there too
I think they came by bus
they're having activities there

we came back home at about 10pm
then we went to buy some supper and eat at mei tee's bf's home
his home is just next next to my house
LOL
we eat and watch TV
gotta get fat =.=
I don't care
I just wanna eat
haha

Please don't come back!

2009-08-16T19:26:00.004+08:00

My aunt came back today and my disaster came!

I can't bear on she's keep on calling me "jie jie"
Oh my GOSH!!
*GOOSEBUMPS*
@.@
well
behind this passionate action
of course, she has purposes
she wanted to use my pc and printer
almost every time she came back
I knew she wanted to do her stuffs using my computer
Its okay for me if u wanted to use my pc but PLEASEEEE!!!!!
Don't you ever call me "jie jie"!!
IT's disgusting!
OMG!!!!!!

By the way
I watched SAILORMOON until 4.30a.m laz nite
Oh...
I'm going back to the past
I know its kinda childish for a 17 years old teenager to watch it
but
I don't care
I love it
And no one can stop me from watching it
Hmmm....
Except for exam!
hehe....
And the result for sleeping really really late yesterday night or this morning
I can't wake up for the Chemistry tuition class
They learn for the manufacturing of food additives and medicines
I'm wondering whether I can pick up the lesson myself
ARGHHH!!

Kinda frustated~

Skipping school

2009-08-15T19:22:00.000+08:00

Well
My school had class substitution today
But I'm absent
I think every Chinese was absent though
XD
I was wondering how many Malay students were going
Or none of them
I'm not considering the Indian students because there are just two of them in our class and I bet they were absent too
LOL

Mr Lean just cancelled our Add Math tuition
That's a bad news
We gotta catch up our lessons quickly since the trial exam is starting next Thursday
NERVOUS~

I just feel like crying because FORM FIVE students are rejected automatically for the AFS JENESYS PROGRAM due to the clashing of the date of departure of the program with the schedule of SPM
Damn hell bullshit SPM
I don't care!!!
I want to go Japan!!
T.T
Hopeless me~

Editing blog..

2009-08-15T19:16:00.001+08:00

Finally finishing edited my blog...
For me, it's a tough work...
I don't like to edit this and that...
It took some time and I'm not art talented...
So I don't really like to design and create...
But anyway I've finished edited my blog...
And the result is still okay, perhaps...
haha...XD

Loneliness...

2009-08-14T21:47:00.000+08:00

Betrayed by friends...
That really make me felt awful these days...
How could she done this to me?
I thought we're good friends...
But,
It's okay...
At least,
I found my real friend...
Won't be fooled by this kind of sucking "friends" AGAIN!!
NO MORE!!
GET THE HELL OFF MY EYES!

By the way...
I watched "The Night At The Museum" in school~(if it was named like tat...ahahha..XD)
Organised by English Society...
The translation sucks, man...
Pening to watch it...
haha...
Typical pirated DVD...
I'll support the original DVD next time...
When I'm rich~
muahahaha~

Upset~

2009-06-23T22:50:00.000+08:00

I've applied for the exchange program...
But the chance for me to be approved is so thin...
Because the scholarship for this program was so competitive...
Plus, my SPM date clashed with this program's departure date...
I just pray that the strong upset feeling will fade after some days...

Have to fight for SPM~
I wanna have flying results...
ALL THE BEST!

Still confused

2008-12-18T02:06:00.000+08:00

I'm still not sure about my purpose for creating this another blog.
I'm a sad person.
Sometimes.
I told myself to try my best whenever I do anything,
but at last,
things ended up without my full work.
I'm lazy.
Totally lazy.
Friends who know me really well can tell this characterictics of mine.
I can delay my school work day by day, and even month by month,
of course,
for certain subjects only,
Like HISTORY NOTES??
Haha.
I can't get any point for keep on copy and copying the same thing from a book.
Maybe we will remember the facts that are mentioned on the book,
but we still would not get the main concept of the facts without using our brain to think.

Anyway,
back to the theme.
I wanted to change myself into a constant hardworking person,
I don't wanna be a weather forecast broadcaster which is inaccurate anymore.
Maybe that's the reason why I create another new blog.
I'll try to keep on updating my blog everyday if my dear computer allows,
Well,
It is ill these days.
And I have to borrow other person's laptop to online recently.

I want to change myself into a well-organized person too.
Thats my aim temporarily.
Wish me good luck!