Recent Life

I was trying to fill up my recent life with something else but obviously I can't.

X(

I'm going more and more depending on my friend.

I went to find her everyday and we've seen each other 7 days a week last week!

That's horrible..>.<

But I think I've used to it already since her house is really near with mine.

XDXD

My heart get more confused as everyday passed.

I wondered how will my future be.

It's obvious that it won't turn out as I want it to be.

But God knows I really want it to be so badly!!

Study?

Family??

Friend???

Relationship????

Money?????

There's too much variables that we can't control in our life.

I just hope I'll have the courage to go through it.

Especially the dilemma I'm having now.

Just plenty of my friends knew about it.

I know the Rainbow is just over there.

My Rainbow.

=)