Unusual

My life was kinda abnormal recently
I slept late
And I get more and more energetic every night
That's not a good phenomena
Cause I'm gonna have my SPM in 50 days more
That's really horrible
50 days~~
OMGOSH!!
I tried to be more hardworking
But I don't think that really works on me

P/S: Got most of my score ad...I will post it up after I got all my scores...I'm a bit upset that my MM just got 94...I expect I can get at least 95 at first..But forget it..At least it is A1 now~

Fun Facts about TVXQ...^o^

• Though Changmin may not look like the Casanova of the group, he certainly is.
• Yunho tends to sleep with his mouth wide open. The members say it’s a problem he’ll never be able to fix. Jaejoong finds that very embarrassing, so he does Yunho a favor and puts a blanket to cover his face.
• Junsu eats really quickly.
• They have all had girlfriends in the past and have all gotten their first kisses (Yes, including Changmin).
• The five of them have many female celebrity friends. However, regular women are the ones that win over their hearts.
• Yunho appears manly, but when the cameras are off, he acts the cutest.
• Jaejoong makes weird, exaggerated expressions while sleeping.
• Jaejoong, Yoochun, and Hyunjoon (from SS501) are all great friends. They never bring other people along when having a get together.
• Jaejoong and Micky are drinking buddies.
• Changmin doesn’t like to drink with his hyungs, he’d rather drink alone.
• Junsu talks to his twin brother, Junho, on the phone more than a guy would talk to their girlfriends.
• Yunho is very forgetful.
• Yoochun is not a night person, nor is he a morning person.
• Both Junsu and Changmin can’t drink very well.
• Yunho is very bad at games, he’d push a few buttons and he’d already lose. His argument? “I’ve been called the Game King, but I have yet to show the members.”
• Changmin doesn’t show his inner feelings/emotions. Rare times like the 2008 MKMF where he was overcome with happiness and cried.
• Yoochun loves playing games and he believes he’s good at them. Therefore, he never has any rules.
• Jaejoong’s cellphone contains many candid shots of the members (Ex. When they’ve just finished showering, are using the restroom). He says that he loves the members very much and he wants to be set apart from other people by having something nobody else can see.
• Changmin is currently learning how to play the guitar. He would love to perform playing the guitar one day.
• Jaejoong really likes to expose himself.
• While Junsu loves games too much, Jaejoong shows no interest in games.
• When Yoochun sees an attractive girl, he’s unable to take his eyes off of her.
• Junsu doesn’t really have a sense of style. When going shopping, he’d buy the full outfit on the mannequins.
• Yoochun likes to roll his pants up. It’s a new style he’s trying to endorse.
• Yoochun (as well as the rest of the members) are very supportive of SHINee. Before their debut, Yoochun would always buy food for them and supported them by fiving them advice.
• All members now have their ears pierced. Jaejoong had/has nipple and belly button piercings. Most say he has taken out the nipple piercings but still has the belly button one.

Always Keep The FAITH

~Things will never gonna be the same if you're absent in my life~

泪

当初的一份执着
造就了今天的你我
如今
一句交代也没有
谣言漫天飘飞
我的心已麻木无感了
只期望事情快点有个结果
好让心再次踏实起来
当天友人说你们坚决不解散
我的心不知有多欣悦
在米俩胸口上的铭刻
真的是大家的坚持吗
每晚临睡
听见你们以前的歌
我多么希望一切可以回到从前
我可以每年都期待你们的新专辑
可以期待你们的演唱会
好不容易等到我快中学毕业了
我快自由了
我就快有本事想办法到外国去看你们了
你们却要被谣传要解散了

每次我跟别人说你们不一定会解散的
但我自己心里知道这都只是自欺欺人
事情都到了这地步了
照SM公司的作风
应该很难再容忍在米秀了
解散后仅存的日本合约又能维持多久
日本活动想必也是存在危机
即使有那份日本AVEX合约又如何
它的有效期只剩多久？？
在那之后呢？？
我真的不敢再想像那么长远以后的事

我只知道
无论你们五只做了什么样的决定
我们仙后依然会在你们背后支持你们

~ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH~

Mood for blogging

My mood to blog has been gone for so long and long
It's not a good phenomenon
XD

Well
My holiday had passed away faster than I've expected
After finishing Monday night's physics class,
I've been excited
Because I'm going my mum's home on Tuesday
And on Wednesday,
I'm going to have my passport
My first passport ...
Erghh...
I've never been out of Peninsular of M'sia since I'm borned
17 years ...
Hmm..
Almost 18 years..
XDXDXDXD
The reason I'm having a new passport is I'm going to China this december
Maybe....
Maybe only...
As long as my registration form haven't been sent out
Everything is an unknown
I've got ranking in the Chinese Culture Quiz
Organized by Embassador of China co-operate with an alumni of Malaysian students in China universities I think
I'm not really sure about it
And I'm qualified to go for the Winter Camp in China
I've checked the location of the camp's venue online
The place is near the sea
And right across the sea
It is the South Korea
Ohhh...
Everyone knows I wanna go there badly..
=(

BTW
After finished everything in the Imigresen Office
My mum and I went to Bukit Tinggi to fetch two of my friends
They went here(Subang) and stayed in my hse until Friday

Wednesday
Actually they planned to go Sg.Wang to shop
But I told them I was tired
I slept 3.30am laz nite and woke up at 7am that morning
So, we went home to have a rest 1st
My mum agreed to fetch us to the KTM station behind subang parade on evening
But
After rest
We didn't really went to KL
hahaha...
Honestly
I'm really lazy to go to KL
To get stucked with crowds
Annoying!
At night,
My friend's bf came and bring us to Cheras Pasar
I've bought many things which are unnecessary
hahaha....
But watever
As long as I'm happy,dude
We bought some titbits and went home at 1am or something
My friend sent her bf back to his home and drove his car back to my mum's house
So we have transport for the next day
Oh ya,
I've had a hair cut at The Snips in IOI mall that day
No new image
Just my hair shorter and more comfortable

Thursday
We wake up at noon
After shower and everything's ok
We're out for our "breakfast"
After breakfast
We went to Summit to buy movie tickets
Someone told me that Pyramid's cinema was full and no more tickets
After buying tickets
We went to Pyramid to shop
I've done pedicure in the Asian Avenue
Just some simple decorations
Because I just accompany my friend to do it as she has an event on Saturday
She done both manicure and pedicure
French style
The girl who served her is 92 year borned
She's same age as us
But she don't really look like our age
She looked more mature than her actual age
XDXD
At night
After dinner we went to Summit for the movie
TSUNAMI IN HAEUNDAE
OMG...
This movie was just so awesome!!
It's funny, touching and sobbing...
I've cried inside the cinema
I'm wondering if anyone saw me crying
Hopefully no...
Hahahaa...
After the movie we went to IOI for REDBOX!!!
And reached home at 3.30 am
I quickly packed up my things and head to my bed
We have to wake up on 7 am the next morning
Because we have Account tuition class on the next morning in Banting

Friday
Nothing special on this day
We have acc tuition from 10am to 12pm and 1pm to 3pm
At the second class
I just can't bare my sleepy eyes
They just like gonna close up
So damn heavy

I'm thinking why my holiday was so tiring
But it's okie
I'm having fun
After singing Karaoke in the midnight
It felt excited to stay up at outside until so late alone v only my friends
haha...XDXD

Sunday Morning

I've forgotten the date recently
All I remember and still remain in my mind is MONDAY, TUESDAY, etc.
Exam's driving me crazy.
Although I don't really wanna admit it.
Yesterday morning,
I found myself crying in my dream.
That wasn't really a horrible dream.
But it make me realize that I care really really much of my result.
In that dream,
My chemistry paper just got C,
But I've expected I'll maybe getting at least A2 for it.
I've cry and cry badly in the dream until I wake up.
And I found out that my cheeks were immersed in salty solution.
Well, I don't know myself would cry that badly for a C.
I've tried to get 9G for my chemistry before.
But well,
That's the first time, and also the last time.
No more 9G and C's afterwards.

I'm having physics paper tomorrow.
Thursday, I went for tuition.
It's the second time mr.tay combined both class together,
because he wanna rush.
He wanna finish the remaining chapter "Radioactivity" before Monday.

I've tried to go there early because I know those idiot bitches would just sitting on my place and act like there's nothing wrong.
But, they're still there earlier than me.
WTH!!!
Are you rushing to hell??!!!
That girl sat on my place, as I expected.
The water is boiling aggressively in my body.
FINE!
I'll sit in front of you!
She talked to me once she saw I'm sitting on that place:
"Oh, you're sitting on XXX's place..."
"WELL, YOU'RE SITTING ON MY PLACE ALREADY~~"
I tried to give her a SMILE,
I think it's a fury smile,
And it's ugly thou.
"Oh really?? But I've been sitting here no matter for Physics or Chemistry tuition..hehehe.."
So, what's the matter??
I don't care.
That's the place I've been sitting every time in Physics tuition class.
Then when XXX came,
She look at me and showed a bitter look to me.
I rose my lips to a U-shape.
And stretch back the lips line immediately after a glance.
You'll have to blame that person for losing your seat.
I would not have been that mean if I didn't learn about the cruelness and fakeness of these ppl few weeks ago.
I used to be an easy-going person to everyone.
But not to them now.
They would not know how to appreciate someone who talks about the truth.
They appreciate people who are fake and honey-tongue person.
Fine then.
I also hate those people who was always acting like I won't cheat on my exam, I won't ask answers from my friend nor peek in the books during exam.
But the fact had letting me down.
Look,
Just a trial exam,
Already revealing so much ugliness of humanity.
Makes me feel annoying.
Everyone of us are getting the same tips for exam and we paid more attention on the tips.
Everyone has the same chance to score.
Why would these shameless bitches cheat since they've already get the tips!!

I beg the God to give punishments to them!
And pray that they won't do such idiot and shame attitudes anymore in the real SPM!
They'll end up really really bad if they are caught to cheat in SPM!

LAST 11

Tomorrow is the last 2 papers for this week
And 9 more papers to go next week
The stressing Biology paper finally ended
I've been sleeping at 2.45 a.m and woke up at 6a.m this morning
That's really exhausting
Tomorrow having Chemi paper 1 and 2
I'm really tired and felt like getting pitam the whole day
=.=

Gotta have a nap now
Lazy to write more
Ta

Coming Trial schedule

Tue: Account p1,p2
(not reli worry bout this subject if compared v the pure science subjects)
Wed: Bio p1,p2
Thur: Chemi p1,p2
Fri: OFF DAYYY!!!!
Mon: Physics p1,p2
Tue: Chemi p3, physics p3
Wed: Math p1,p2
Thur: Add math p1,p2
Fri: Bio p3

Just 6 more subjects to go
I just slept for six hours for today
I'll be very sleepy later
XD
The bio paper is coming
But i din feel like studying it
Lazy~~
How to chase my lazy worms away from me??
Haiz!

GD MORNIN AGAIN

People are awakening
I'm going to sleep
Big contrast
haha
XD

MORNING!!

It's 5.40am now
Kinda "early" huh
おはいよ！！
It had been a long time
Since the last time I stayed up till morning
There's no one in my fb checklist
actuali there are some people who are still staying up like me
I think Im not suitable to stay up until morning like this
This makes me feel uncomfortable
My head's like spinning sometimes
My whole body was like swaying front and back when I'm typing
And my teeth!!!
They're pain when I pushed them

I've planned to finish my add math tuition homework
but i din manage to do as wat i've planned
that's bad
Trial is just only two weeks to go
I think they'll end fast
Coz time passes by rapidly too
XD

Today was the 1st time for me to find out that I'm running out of time when I'm taking moral paper
And pn lim had finished marking our chinese paper
I got 79 for chinese
that's dangerous
I can't afford to lose another A
That's my mother language thou
btw
I'm worried for my BM paper
my BM teacher is a snail or turtle or watever u can call an animal which is slow
His working rate was low and so as his efficiency
Arghh....
Mayb I'll hv to wait for a month for BM result
Damn!

I wanna travel overseas!!!
Ashley just offered me a trip to Austria today
I just have to pay for my own flight ticket and personal expenses
The others like accommodation and meals are prepared as she's staying v her aunt if she goes there
But unfortunately
my mum said no
As what I've said
The chance for me to go is thin and thin and thin and thin
And look!!
haizz....

It's almost 6am now
erghh...
Im sleepy and having swelling eyes
Oh ya!!
Today I went to Jabatan Perbendaharaan in Banting v my frens to pay the fine for parking without paying parking fee
The whole office was just like
SHIT
the speed was slow!!
When I went there
I got number 108 and I sat down to wait for my turn
It's no.98 on the screen
There's 3 payment counter
one closed
two was operating
Well
Residents were there just to pay they fines
I thought that it would be fast to be my turn
But they're like
Damn so slow
I've waited for half an hour to be my turn
from no.98 to no.108
Just 10
They're two counters operating initially
Then the 3rd counter opened too..
But the fact was still that we've waited half an hour to pay our fine
10 ppl, 3 counters(2 at 1st, 1 opened later)
They're average time taken for each customer was 5-10 minutes per person
Rage when waiting there
And we'ew nearly late for tuition!!
=.="

My eyes are reli closing!
argjjhh..
LMAO

DESPERATEE!!!

I've made a phone call to the AFS office today afternoon

Haiz....
As I predicted
And not as what I hoped
I WAS REJECTED
I WASN'T OFFERED ANY OF THE PROGRAM
NONE!!!
urghh...
That's really bad
I wanna go Japan, Korea, Belgium, Europe, anywhere!!!
As long as I can experience new life

Mummy...
Why u dun wanna give me the money to apply for the paying program??
Maybe I'm going if I have that money
The PRESTIGIOUS scholarship is not easy to apply
I'm a failure
Forget it
I have another plans
For post-SPM
XDXD
Kenken just invited me to go Sarawak v her after SPM
That sounds fun
Going ourselves
If we're really going laa
And also Pulau Redang
I can't stop imagining joys I'm going to have there
But getting permission from mum is another issue to consider
Since she never meet Kenken
I have lots of plans in my brain
I even want to host an exchange student after SPM
When I move back to Subang
Since I can't go
And there's no other chance for me to go overseas to experience foreign high school life anymore
Hosting an exchange student is a good option too
Gonna discuss v mummy

Marilyn Monroe

Read about these words in a friend's bloggie~
Love it

"A wise girl kisses but doesn't love,
Listen but doesn't believe,
and leave
Before she is left."
-------------------
Marilyn Monroe

That's what she said
That's the wisdom she gained after being inside of the complicated world for years
She's a legendary female!

Finger hurts

I've been writing continuously for 2 hours twice today
Both for BM paper
I wrote 9 paragraphs for the long essay in the Section B of Paper 2..
Regret for suffering my own fingers to write stupid essay so long
I always can't get my ideal score for long essay here
Although I wrote really long for this section
This essay worth 100 marks!!!
For the section A in P2,
..................
I didn't do any checking on it
There's only 30 marks for that part
My friend was lucky
She search for some essay online
And the essay she got perfectly suits the question in our paper
My finger really felt pain
Poor my finger~
T.T

Having English paper tomorrow
Sejarah paper on Thursday
Moral paper on Friday
I haven't study for Sejarah yet!!
ThAt'll kill me
I'' have to finish 2 year's Sejarah syllabus in an afternoon and a night
@.@
I think I'm dead!!!
God save me!!